I'm with my second love in Honduras this week. God is amazing. I'm praying for you, and have a magnanimous week!! :>)

I've got a loverrrrrrrrrly bunck of coconuts....de ta le de ta le la la la there they are-a-standing in a row.....big ones, small, ones, some as big as your head "Oh I would have never had to do this when Mufassa was ar........WHAT DID YOU SAY!?!??!? ummmmmmmm...Que Pasa!?"

rarrrrrrrrrararrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....put on your peter pan stance man!!!

Its a peculiar thing to care about a person you have never know or seen....but you can't deny that you do because that would just be lying. So I'm going to lay it on the line. I care, for you, but not nearly as much as your heavenly father. You DON'T have to impress him, He loved us and died and rose again for us when we were pathetic sinners in non existence. He gave life to His creation. Please this isn't a sympathetic preaching whinning anything, this is me because I want you to know the biggest secrete in the world!!!! Please just let me tell you once, and if you never hear it again...I told you once I love YOU.

So the strange thing is that forever people have always tried to be good enough to get himself to some kind of heaven or state of non existance, always with how much we can control, take away, work for, earn, and we earn death.

I sin. I deserve death.

But obviously there is so much more to this life....you can't really more than special glimpses of it until you finally feel God's love wrapped around you in his arms.

When you surrender.

Scary huh????

The truth is I am the most ___________(you fill in the blank) person! I don't even deserve death.

BUT

the truth is Jesus conquered death and every selfish thing I do at the cross. Man didn't have to do anything, GOD CAME TO US!!!! That's the difference between Jesus and every other guy. ITS A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP with our creator, not a babbled prayer, good work sermon, perfect beautiful, its fullness of life.

You will never be able to laugh or love again until you let Jesus fill you with inexpressable joy, peace and a love that covers all. You don't have to clean up, he takes what we have forgotten, he takes the lost, what was never comming back, the lifeless, the broken hearts of fools that believed in what faith coulnd't stand on, I promise you HE doesn't ever fail...we do and He makes beauty from our ashes!!!! Obviously nothing else brings purpose to life. Jesus said "I didn't come for the righteous but to seek and to save the LOST" "I have come to bring life and give it all abundantly!" I wouldn't waste time creating something insignificant, its not a mistake, loving sinners isn't, He's God, that's what He does best.

I know churches are crazy now days and God seems distantly and horribly portrayed. Its not all like that at all. There are real Christians that love, a real God that heals, and a real church that's a home. You will find one. Please, if you have any question or need ANYTHING at all...let me know....I'd love to listen. Here's my private e-mail so its confidencial..

This is all you say---if you seek God He WILL find you. :>)

"Jesus, father God I know I'm a sinner.

But thankyou for seeing me as I am suppose to be.

Thankyou for sending Jesus for ME!

I believe He died and is alive again and that He's the only way.

Captivate and come into my broken heart and make me whole.

Be the Lord of my Life forever God!

I love you, thankyou for loving me first. Amen.

that's all. The best is yet to come...............................so :>)

I'm praying for you and if you aren't ready to pray or anything, my e-mail's there and i'm here for anything. No pressure, I just wanted to tell you I love you and I care, and Jesus does to. TRUE. The only WAY <><

Jeremiah 29:11

Psalm 159

John 3:16

Ephesians 2

I love you my WALLY!!!!!!!

I'm out like a deaf kid in musical chairs...San Antonio baby!

note: so I decided that everyone is free to comment about how AMAZING our AMAZING God is bc wow, He's the best in the business when things well, suck, we are going to praise Him anyways...so here we go fool!!

1..2..3.. GO!

Walk in the Light

The Only Way to Know We're in Him

   ³Here's how we can be sure that we know God in the right way: Keep his commandments.

    ⁴If someone claims, "I know him well!" but doesn't keep his commandments, he's obviously a liar. His life doesn't match his words. ⁵But the one who keeps God's word is the person in whom we see God's mature love. This is the only way to be sure we're in God. ⁶Anyone who claims to be intimate with God ought to live the same kind of life Jesus lived.

    ⁷My dear friends, I'm not writing anything new here. This is the oldest commandment in the book, and you've known it from day one. It's always been implicit in the Message you've heard. ⁸On the other hand, perhaps it is new, freshly minted as it is in both Christ and you--the darkness on its way out and the True Light already blazing!

    ⁹Anyone who claims to live in God's light and hates a brother or sister is still in the dark. ¹⁰It's the person who loves brother and sister who dwells in God's light and doesn't block the light from others. ¹¹But whoever hates is still in the dark, stumbles around in the dark, doesn't know which end is up, blinded by the darkness

1 John chapter 2

the Message

You heard it from this uncanning book that humbles and pierces through all thwarting historical doubts, the only true source of life, you heard it there, at the cross. If you find anything offensive, find it in the truth of the word of God, not in mortal man that could never reproduce his extravegant love. thankyou.

Dear Jesus,

Father God, please, please, oh please let me please only you! Please open my eyes to see how you see!! I just want to follow you, to be in the light. Some people hurt so much, father let me reach out with discernment, humility, and grace. Do not let me judge or represent you as an impersonal God. Thankyou that you are ever strong in my weakness, let me remember this boldness you gave me and this passion to run after what you spoke as true. Don't let me wander, don't let me let my sisters wander, but know they are in your hands.

Silence the lies and silence my mouth when it is not from you Jesus!

More of you, much much less of me....but may I appreciate what you have given. God you are my source of everything worth anything! My love, I want to know you, please take away any thorn from keeping me in community with others, with you. Please silence the bullies, the bitterness, and may we be brave mighty Joabs in Christ. Forgive me so I may forgive others. Grant me purity and rightousness so I may render under your spirit in truth and proclaim you works, and your sovergienty and rob Hell! :>) Keep me in you as your sidekick as we walk together....for a nice long walk....Jesus, you are the only One.

~amy <><